Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else.
It really is awful how I can’t enjoy the simple things anymore. Like tv shows. I know they’re fake but they get to me. Cause anxiety some times. I couldn’t even make it through the first episode of Lost without crying. Some times shows hit something inside me and I can’t handle them. Its so dumb. Since my brother died I’ve been fucked up. Everything thats happened to me since then fucked me up. I wish I could enjoy things, but sometimes I can’t. I break down and it sucks. So many thoughts and questions about my future run through my mind. Its hard.
I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.
Matty Healy (via ehtes)
Kindness should become the natural way of life,not the exception.
wow i love it when guys have tously longish hair like this, bedhead is so cute
Fei Fei sun in “Modern Romance” by Sharif Hamza for Vogue China, May 2014.